panic mode!

my mocks are just a weekend away, im not prepared.

okie i've got my bio and economics under control with my notes from end of years last year. but i've gotta be more careful and use it with the study guide this time. panic panic panic!

i'll be meeting my family friends tmr, and i'm stoked about it. but that means tonight i'll have to be burning the midnight oil! i gotta get going. time is not on my side....

lastly, my heart and thoughts go out to frederiek nolf's family, team mates and friends. nolf, a professional cyclist from belgium died in his sleep before the stage 5 of tour of qatar, 5/2/2009. he was 21 years old. may he rest in peace.

i fu*king hate twilight...

up yours dude!

world lit 1

i think i messed up my world lit in the very last minute.

somehow jon pointed out something and i had to do last minute amendments. i hope the examiner gets my point cause it became a bit confusing and a little off topic. hopefully it wont bring my grade down too badly. :(

my mates say that its alright, and told me to move on and focus on other things ahead. some also said that at least i wrote something so i'll definitely get something, rather than not writing/comparing any aspects at all. this is bothering me quite badly.

man i only clearly stated my point at the conclusion, but its hard to understand. DRATS!!!! !#@!*(*$@ i'm so worried that i fail english. if i fail means fail the whole IB. its a nightmare!!! argh!

cant think of a title...

we rode well, despite it being the slightly slower ride of the two days.

i'm trying to get my WL done by this evening so i can go out. hahaha ciao

get 40 points or die tryin'

november 08 IB results

acsi avg: 40pts

world avg: 32 pts

number of friends scored >40pts: ALOT!!!

this is one effing good wake up call for me. shall start to digg deep from now on! 

anyway that aside, went to the west coast ride today... i can feel that im getting stronger each time i go. once in a while i get dropped, but that's fine. learn from my mistakes and carry on. i need to find motivation to race... sigh

NYE

i've got nothing to blog about...

bye 2008. now i just hope i remember writing '2009' instead of '2008' on assignments that we are given in future.

tortoise and the hare...

http://tinyurl.com/27k2f8

very inspiring... it shows that anything is possible, as long as you are willing to do it.

107km

i rode well today. slower pace. however i dropped back to help stan 'still' along mandai. it was quite depressing to see that he was rather demoralised and upset on how he gets dropped on saturday rides. i'm sure anyone who has done any sports will understand the feeling that he was going through in his mind, every f*cking one of them, uncle KT too. i feel that talent is gift, but if one were to train exceptionally hard and be focused on learning the right things along the way... his or her heart will overshadow the talents that others may posses. so when someone says "you have no talent", tell 'em to screw their backside and work your way up. it may take a long time, but when you are on the top (of everything), just remember that those who said those nasty stuff to you before are at the bottom, looking up at you.

good luck to the young lad.

i end this post with a very overused quote by lance armstrong:

"Pain is temporary, Quitting lasts forever..."